With all the rainbows and marshmallows that seem to come out of my
proverbial mouth I know it can seem a bit hard to believe that I am not
completely in denial of all things real and painful in the world. I would like to take this opportunity to say,
yes, even princesses have selfish, pessimistic thoughts and, on occasion, prone to full on
Category 5 hissy fits. JJ and SA are
painfully aware that these do exist and will testify that I go slightly insane
on occasion.
Sometimes, I just do not express my thoughts and feelings very well. I
try, but in a world where words filled with selfish and vapid meanings flow so
abundantly, it can feel impossible to make someone listen when you have
something real to share. I maintain that
the reasons behind these fits are valid, but I admit, my reactions are not always
the most reasonable. Thankfully, these fits are few and far between; maybe not
quite as far apart as I would prefer, but still not the norm.
The truth is my life is pretty fantastic. I have some of the most amazing people who
have ever existed regularly interacting in my life. I am constantly surrounded by people who have
seen all the less than attractive parts of me and not only accept me but still
choose to love me and welcome me into their lives. These are people who may not know what
color my eyes are, but can describe my “true colors” better than I could ever
begin to express.
I don’t know what I have done to deserve such love, but I am so very
thankful and I am trying very hard to be the type of princess worthy of these
gifts.
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